To Be or Not to Be

Where to start....

Well to get to the nitty gritty of it all I guess. All this started or amped up for me 13 years ago when I suffered a loss. I was 36-37 weeks pregnant with my second child -a little girl. I had not prepared for anything as I just did not see her in our lives. Very unlike my first pregnancy which had been less than a year prior. So the morning of June 2nd 2010 I woke up and rolled over and knew she had died. I went through a c-section, planned a funeral, and had a small gathering afterwards. It was at this gathering that I was speaking with some friends and said "Whatever the reason it had damnwell better be a good one". That night I had my first visit. I remember I was surrounded my my past loved ones and standing in a hallway waiting to go into a large boardroom. When I sat my Uncle Pat sat next to me. Behind me stood my supports which I now know was my team. My family who had passed on, my guides, angels, and my daughter (who was grown for this moment). Across the table were doctors and angels with large wings. The proceeded to tell me all the need to knows about why and how Taelyn had died. When I awoke I could remember all of the moments except the how and why. It was a year later I received the autopsy report that it clicked on the how.

So over the next year I began experiencing odd things in my life. From that point on I took spiritual classes and meditations and did whatever I could to help explain some of what had been going on. Through mediations I saw some past lives and memories from this current life of my childhood and being a small infant in my bed-and the understanding that we are the exact same as an infant to what we are now. We just need to relearn it all again and get frusterated as we don't understand how one minute we were able to do certain things like walk and talk and yet now we cannot. More understanding came to me as my awareness expanded.

So that brings us to the last few years and Covid. As much as I was in fear during the situation-I also am very thankful for it all. It taught me about what I truly fear and that is not fully living and doing what I feel deep down. So after a 5 minutes conversation with my husband we decided to sell our home and move our family of 6 to the east coast. We picked an area we had never been. A house we never walked through. And left all our family and friends to live out something we had no idea we needed. That was 2 years ago. Within these 2 years I have gotten very sick, suffered major panic attacks, and felt completely alone at times. However it was all for good reason. I have been able to connect and spend hours outside in nature replenishing my soul. I have gotten a ton of new animals -chickens and ducks. And I was able to connect with minds from all over the world that helped me on this path I am on.

I began taking an much needed course with Andrea from Sweet Release Healing that amplified my abilites to connect with my spirit guides, loved ones, and entourage. We had to practice reading people, and as I the leveled up within this course/school my trust and abilities have grown exponentially. I am getting validation and confirmations on a daily now from those I practiced on.

I know there is more to come as I feel this is only the beginning for me, and I am completely opened to it all. I truly cannot wait as I finally feel I have connected with my true purpose and am being completly authentic.

Much Love to You All

Sherene